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I’m suicidal and trying to figure out a way relieve myself of this fucked up world we live in.

Our President is a vile racist, sexist, xenophobic, bigoted Nazi scumbag and his followers are worse.

America is now AmeriKKKa and white nationalism is the order of the day. Cops are no longer protecting and serving the people, they are rogue assassins destroying the fabric of trust. The GOP majority in congress is beyond corrupt and the Democratic minority are inept and the Supreme Court is tainted with two s** offenders.

Humanity, compassion, and decency doesn’t exist in AmeriKKKa and I no longer want to live here and don’t have the patience for the bureaucracy of the Canadian government to process my application for residency.

I want out of this deplorable wasteland of hate. I don’t want to live with apathy, cynicism, and cruelty anymore. This world s**** and I want to escape it through death. I might as well take my own life because as far as I see life is not worth living.

Why should I have to suffer the suffering I witness daily in person and on my television and computer screens? Why should endure the guilt I feel everyday for not being able to help someone else less fortunate than me? Why should I continue to pay taxes to a government that openly destroys lives, creates conflicts, and do all sorts of harm in other parts of the world?

No, I refuse to participate in this false construct of life any longer. I will empower myself and seek freedom through ending my existence. My suicide will be a small, quiet and contained one. It will be the relief I seek from the pain I’m always in. It will be my moment of clarity…

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  • Suicide seems rather extreme. Why dont you just move to Canada?

    Anonymous October 31, 2018 4:17 pm Reply
  • Don’t end it all because idiots are currently in power. That’s temporary. Death is permanent. There are billions of good people in the world. Millions in America.

    Anonymous October 31, 2018 4:27 pm Reply
  • Do you want to stop suffering? Then it’s up to you to decide how to do that. Your life is yours.
    Do you want to stop the bastards that try to destroy your country? Then resist. It can be done. It’s hard, but it can make you feel better, feel like you’re changing the world for the better, step by step.

    Anonymous October 31, 2018 5:22 pm Reply
  • I was going to explain this, but then I remembered the words of John the wise: “Never try to teach a pig to sing; No matter how many times you sing ‘fa-la-la-la-la’, you’ll only get back ‘oink, oink, oink”.

    Anonymous October 31, 2018 6:09 pm Reply
  • You are just ridiculous.

    This isn’t about Trump. People like you have been freaking out about phantom “bigotry” hiding everywhere in America–and in places only you can see it and always on the other side of the aisle, of course–long before Trump became president. During the campaign he proudly held up a gay flag on stage during a rally. He was the first presidential candidate in history to do so, regardless of why he did it… but reality doesn’t matter to you, only your weird, religious devotion to a sociopolitical narrative in which you’re “the good guy” and everyone else is not just wrong but actually evil. Before Trump, it was Bush, and then it was every single Republican candidate who ever ran, even someone as bland and milquetoast as Romney. Before people like you loved “Maverick” John McCain for insulting Trump, you HATED him when he ran against Obama and you called him a vile bigot.

    So no, this is not about Trump. What this is about is your need to be a victim and to paint your enemies as scum of the Earth. You very clearly define yourself by your righteous “suffering,” and that is tiresome everyone else but also to yourself. You’re sick of it, but you also need it to define you because you have a warped, black-and-white child’s perception of humanity and the world around you.

    You like victimhood because you believe it gives you the eternal moral high ground. You think the entire world is broken down between victims and victimizers. It isn’t. There are people on the right and the left who just want to live their lives, to be left alone, and to leave others alone. And your childish histrionics are fucking that up for everybody. Your behavior is why we have a president now who happily tells people like you to fuck off. THAT’S what his supporters love about him most of all. It’s not that they love him, it’s that they HATE narcissistic moral busybodies like you.

    You’re not going to kill yourself. You’re too narcissistic to do it. You want attention and tummy rubs for demonstrating what a “good person” you are. That’s why you posted here. Grow up.

    Anonymous October 31, 2018 9:46 pm Reply
    • I am in awe. Gold star, man.

      Anonymous October 31, 2018 9:53 pm Reply
    • Wut

      Anonymous November 1, 2018 1:43 am Reply
    • Fuck you, jerk. It is about Trump and it is about idiots like you who lie about him. Trump is a bigot and he supports bigotry. That’s nothing phantom about it. There’s nothing phantom about that trumpist who sent bombs to people. There’s nothing phantom about shooting at the sinagogue.
      Fuck you, and the horse you rode in, too.

      Anonymous November 1, 2018 8:05 am Reply
      • you cant ride “in” a horse, unless it’s a space age mechanical horse. Trojan-type deal. Like “Exo-horse” robot warrior

        Anonymous November 1, 2018 5:03 pm Reply
  • 1. I feel for you.
    2. Get help. Call the suicide hotline if you can.
    3. At least wait for the midterms–there is some hope still
    4. Channel your feelings into activism, especially on behalf of other oppressed individuals and communities.
    5. Connect with other leftists as a way to feel purpose in life and get emotional support. I recommend the DSA.

    Anonymous November 1, 2018 8:48 am Reply

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