Years ago I had an abortion. We were young and barely able to take care of ourselves. I figured it would be ok because I would go through with it when the time was right. Now I know its something my partner of 10 years doesn’t want. I missed my chance. I still can barely take care of myself. Maybe it was never meant for me. I still want it so badly. Selfishly? I feel like I’m losing a peice of me. Fading into a shell of reality.
