His parents became business rivals with mine. They’re constantly telling him to stay away from me, and he didn’t seem to mind since I know he never gave a damn about me anyway…. So stay away he did. He no longer flashes his teasing smile at me anymore, and I no longer get to exchange stupid insults with him anymore. He ignores me like I don’t exist, like I have faded into nothingness and don’t mean a thing to him——which is probably true.
I… miss him… I miss him so much, yet I can never ever show it… I have to hold my head high and pretend that I don’t care whenever I see him, and it’s killing me inside. Someone please give me some advise…. I can’t let him go. I fell for him long time ago and I was too scared to admit it to him, and now, it is too late..
