Ever since I was little, you could tell that I was a bright child. Perfect grades on everything. That is still very true to this day. You could also tell that I was always way mature for my age. I’ve never thought like anyone my age. I feel as though I am an adult in a teenage body. I always had the friends, the home life, the intellect, the popularity. Everyone wished they were me. Yet they haven’t walked a day in my shoes. Everyday it’s a constant struggle. I’m always so stressed about making sure my grades are perfect so that my parents won’t ahve to worry about college. I don’t have any “best friends” or people who I can talk to because no one talks to me anymore unless they need soemthing or have no one else to talk to. I have no one to associate with. My greatest friend has left me now that we have hit highschool. That was the biggest blow. It’s crazy how the only person who meant the most to you could leave you in the blink of an eye. There is nothing I can do to find happiness. I can’t find anyone, I can’t find a guy because no guy likes me. I haven’t even had a full blown conversation with a guy! I’m not the prettiest, nor do I have the best “society worthy” body. I just wish I could have a normal life of a teenager. It seems like this all started when everyone noticed that I was extremely smart. It’s a curse. I just want someone to associate with. Someone who I can trust and tell everything to. Someone to help me call down. Someone to call best friend. I just want someone to help me…

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