My mom is the reason I cry every night. She yells at me and she said she had me cause she was tired of doing house work.
My father is an alcoholic, and i resented him for it. Now im only 19 but i started drinking a year ago and i cant stop. Im constantly addicted to things since seventh grade. It started with cutting, then not eating, the food, then cutting again, now its alcohol and pills. Nothing seems to help. Im just like him and I hate myself so much.
