I’m 16 years old and I have a crush on my younger brother’s best friend. I don’t even know what to f****** say anymore, I’m just saying this s*** so I can feel some semblance of confessing to him but f*** that its never gonna work, he probably sees me as a big brother or some s*** too and if I even tried hinting at it he’d either be creeped out or it’d fly over his head. F*** please I need advice or thoughts or anything he’s 10 so yeah call me a f****** p*** for all i care. I just want to get over him, I tried ignoring my feelings for him, I tried avoiding him but f*** its just not working, he’s so sweet and cute I hate it, I hate how I love it. I don’t know what to do anymore I know I’ll never date him but f*** why can’t I get over him. I’m sorry for the profanity in this post.. I just.. I can’t even tell anybody. I just have to keep these thoughts to myself. Yay. F***.
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Did you check out the really long reply on your previous post? The part about emotional pain being addictive sounds close.
I did, thanks
trust me as someone whose been there, in a few years puberty is gonna hit him like a monster truck. the ones who look cute at 10 almost always look like crap by age 14 and they are often fucking dicks too. he is not who you think he is, because he isn’t even his real self yet. when i was 13 until a few years ago around 17 i used to have crushes on younger guys. it was only when i stopped walloeing in it and found other things (and ppl) to be interested in that my brain finally got its shit together. first step, you need to stop feeling like the pain is delicious my friend. then you can go do something else more ordinary instead.
I never had crushes on younger guys before him, and I doubt he’d turn into an asshole. He’s a sweet and innocent cinnamon roll but I get what you mean