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All I want is her love, her time, her heart. I can take care of me, I don’t need her money, I don’t need her to do things for me. I can take care of myself, and I can take care of my kids, I don’t need anybody. I don’t need anybody to help me, I help everybody else. I don’t need anybody’s money, I’d give it away to everyone else. I don’t need what she can do for me I don’t need her to be anything different. I just need her. I need the way she has to use a fork for everything. I need the way she demands me to make her plate. I need the way she holds me in the night. I need her beautiful heart and soul. Her heart, her time, her love. That’s all I want from her. And I see her wasting her time on some stupid girl who’s never going to Care. Some girl and going through a break-up, and she’s there to give her the attention and make her feel good about herself. That’s what they want. That’s what all of them have always wanted. But I’m here. I don’t need any of that. I just want her. Everything that she is, all her bad days, all her bad attitude, and her sweet nature, and her good heart, incredibly intelligent mind. I’m right here, loving her, wanting her, missing her. I need her in my life. Just because she’s her. She means everything to me, she’s my world. I can’t lose her forever. I can’t even wrap my head around that. I love her so much it’s hard to breathe, I love her so much I can’t sleep and I can’t eat. And I miss her so much that my heart breaks every time she’s away with that girl who’s never going to love her. She’ll never understand Her Like I Do. She’ll never care to learn. She just wants attention and help and someone to make her feel good when she doesn’t. That’s not love. That is using, and it’s never going to be anything else. And my heart breaks for her, even though I want her so badly, my heart breaks for her because she’s being hurt again. They always hurt her, they never care. And she deserves so much more than that. She deserves somebody who wants to give her everything just because she exists. She needs somebody that would go to the ends of the Earth just to make her smile. Because that smile, it lights up your whole soul. She’s amazing, completely amazing. And I want so badly to let her know and make her feel it and I can’t. And it kills me. I miss her so badly. I miss everything that she is. My mind and my heart and my soul hurt without her. But it’s not about me right now. It’s about her, and what she needs. But she’s not getting what she needs. She’s getting crap. A beautiful nothing. And she’s worth everything. She deserves everything. And I just pray that someday and not too long from now she’ll come to me for all of that. Because I want so badly to give it to her. And I try in little ways still, making her dinner when she comes home hungry after being with the new girl all day. Helping her get into bed when she’s been out drinking too much with her. Making sure she never goes without, and I try to still give her space, and it’s so hard. All I want to do is wrap my arms around her and hold her tight and tell her how wonderful she is.

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  • Yeah but unfortunately you don’t know and can’t say what she needs. That’s up to her and only her. If she is not with you…. well it’s not you.

    Anonymous August 15, 2018 7:54 pm Reply

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