I tried to climb the social ladder. I jumped between these molds of myself that are the complete opposite of who I am. I did this for so long that I lost myself. I keep feeling like I am screwing myself over. Like I am making the wrong decisions. Whenever I try to fix things, I choose the wrong way to fix them. I am so sick and tired of letting people down, mostly myself. I want to love myself, but how can I love myself when I can’t even trust myself?

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