There are a tonne of feelings that I’m going through right now.
The feel of being humiliated for constantly having to take selfies of myself and submit it to BigPay because I wanted to apply for a prepaid card. Three times, and the company rejected my application because of reasons that “my photos aren’t real”.
I mean,what do you mean “not real”? Do you mean my face is so disfigured and ugly that I’m not supposed to apply the prepaid card at all? I feel like vomiting every now and then thinking that there’s no other way to submit the documents other than apply it online. Can’t I have options applying your prepaid card in another way? Say..face to face? I’m sure the process will be quicker and hassle-free because why not? Even if I’m being discriminate,at least the staff won’t say it “in front of me” and would just let me apply for one. But to feel that I have to constantly taking a photo of selfie then again rejected over and over because of my image… I feel as if my photos are being sent for a review. Not as in “reviewing my documents”,but as in *open the image*“Yuck!!Gosh,she dares to take a photo of herself and let us review? Such an ugly person to apply this. Let’s just reject her . She’s wayyyy out of league to get one.” I’m not to join a beauty contest,so stop asking me to take a photo of myself online and keep submitting it. That seriously makes me feel ill and lots of pain. But just a little fun, I’ll try to keep a record on how many times I’ve applied and rejected ,and then I’ll entirely giving up on that thing and I’ll have a good story to tell others in the future that “I can’t get to apply a prepaid card, I’m rejected because of how I look. I look terrible and ugly to them and they find that I’m too ugly enough to apply a prepaid card. Don’t bother even have to apply one because you’re not pretty enough.Yuck!”
Yes.. That’s how I feel right now. That’s what I really really wanted to tell the company so much. That’s the sort of pain I’m going through and I feel like giving it up trying at all. It’s worse to be a person that isn’t pretty at all and being ridiculed for my appearance alone.
One more rejected, I’ll stop trying to apply for your prepaid card. It’s absolutely not convenient for me at all. It brings me too much pain,it causes me too much pain,it humiliates me so much I feel nauseous.
