I feel hopeless. I only want attention from my husband. We go nowhere all the time. And are barely intimate. My self esteem is shattered and I wish I were dead. Actually, I’d prefer to be married to a man that appreciates a woman that that respects herself and her husband. A man that can handle s** at least 4 times a week.. at least! AT LEAST!! A man that adores me and actually cares if I cry. I hate that I can’t help who I love. I hate that I can’t leave. I just f****** hate.
- 6 years ago
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Guy here. I just don’t love her. She’s so reserved.
We were married under the pretense of religious fear.
And have been. 26 yrs. I should have never married her!
Now I want out. But I don’t want to be alone.
We were never in love but, we love each other. I just know there is more to a relationship. Than this,
In tried changing it up, being romantic pouring it on,
Only meet w what i feel was commonality. She tried to return the gesture but it felt like her heart wasn’t in it.
There is a difference in loving and being in love
The difference I think is one is tolerance one is blind. It won’t affect your decision in actions
You do because you love to do. Not because you tolerated it!