Im 18 and I just did the most mature thing I have ever done, I know I’ve done the right thing but still hurts too much. There’s this guy, older than me, I’ve been with for almost a year that just told me he needed space because his friend died and he wasn’t feeling he could be focus on our relationship if his mind was in another place. And I get that and not mad at him but it’s gonna be so hard not talking to him everyday and i want to tell him I hate him for doing this and not even trying cause i’ve been fighting against myself even when i felt I was liking him a little less cause i wanted him and he was the only one that was there when nobody else was and now he leaving. But I can’t, cause I would never be able to hate him. “Not to fall in love” was my New Years Resolution and guess this is what i was afraid of, falling into million pieces and feeling so much pain i can’t breath when i think about him.

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