i don’t know how to put this really, but here i go

you may or may not see this, and either way i wouldn’t care.

thanks for lying to me.

thanks for letting me hurt you, thanks for not telling me when i was ‘draining you of energy’.

and guess what? she told me. p told me everything, everything you wanted her to keep and not tell me.

and now let me tell you how much that hurt me.

it hurts that you never even bothered to tell me that i hurt you, did you even give me hints? probably not.

i am truly revolted that you did this. but, i can’t hate you, nor can i say i was right. i was so fucking wrong to hurt you, and you were so fucking wrong to lie to me.

you didn’t even leave a message to me saying you needed a break.

and now i’m in hospital, writing quickly on my phone so that they don’t catch me

well, sorry.

it’s not like you care, anyway.

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