I think im going to kill myself.
Nobody loves me. I have next to no friends. Im the problem child of my family. My health is in the shitter. I cant sleep at night. Im morbidly obese. I work a dead end job. I cant drive. Im broke. I have no idea what id study if i went to college but im too stupid/ have too many mental and physical health issues to go so it doesnt matter anyway. I have no hope for the future and all i currently do is take and be a burden on others and i feel like i should just end it all. I feel like evert second i continue to exist i am dragging the world down with me.
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Do it.
I will
Dude I’ve been there. Don’t. Trust me, you can change those things
You can find friends or someone who would love you. Heck, there’s 7,442,000,000 (7 billion) people in the world, a dead horse that eats monkey feet could find love. You can learn to drive, just eat a bit less each day, like cut out one thing from your diet each week whilst adding a healthier one in. You’ll get there. Go to a community college if you have no money and study accounting if you’re any good at maths, music, acting, code, whatever the fuck you want. That way you’ll also meet like-minded people.
Call a suicide helpline if you’re up to it. If you don’t like it, hang up. At least try, it helped me. Try therapy, it might work for you. Just keep your mind busy. Get discord and join some servers, meet people. You can be whoever you want. That helped me out more than anything.
Just don’t do it. If you try at least 2 or more of these things and you don’t get better in a year or so, fine. But you have to really try, for yourself. I’ve never met you, but if I heard you killed yourself without even trying, I would be more upset than you would think. I promise you. I care, I don’t want to see people that were like my past self not experience what I have.
Reply to me and let me know how you’re doing.
Please.
Well, Ive reconnected with some friend, I’m trying to take lots of walks, I scheduled an appointment with my therapist for the first time in over a year, and I have an appointment next week to see about getting on some antidepressants.
No huge changes to my mental state yet but I’m trying.
Do it you whiney cunt. The world would be better without you