C i can’t do it anymore. i know you said i can’t fix my parents problems but i feel so useless. today was worse. we got out of the store and i had my headphones in so i didn’t know what happened in there, but all i know is after we got out they just started yelling. we got in the car and drove for a good 5 minutes and they were still yelling. me and my little brother were in the back seat. these are my exact words to them “can you just stop yelling? you guys don’t even care that we are right here do you? i have my music all the way up and i can still hear you” i yelled all of that to them and then broke down crying in the back seat. that wasn’t even 30 minutes ago and im still in the back seat with dry tears on my cheeks. it hurts. i feel empty. im not asking for answers because i know you don’t know, and to be honest i don’t even know why i got on this site. to let it out i guess? im sorry for being a bother.
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A bother? When it comes to me you’re never that. I wish…fuck it I’m just going to say it. I wish I could wipe those tears away, I wish I could be there for you. I want you to be happy. I’m sorry if you feel awkward about what I said and don’t want to talk me again, but I rather get it off my chest and let you know then to keep it in. M, you deserve to be happy and be enjoying your life and not crying. -C
thank you. and i don’t feel awkward with what you said, it was sweet. it’s crazy to think that i have no clue who you are yet you can make me feel better with just words. so again, thank you C.