I talk to this boy online on some game. I love him very much. I am scared he is gonna take his own life. I really want to meet him. I am very sensitive and emotional. I don’t want him to die. He says he just wants to be forgotten. I will never forget him. I lay awake at night wondering whether I am dreaming. I tell him everything. He has a gay friend. His gay friend pisses me off sometimes but they are like my best friends. I wish I could just talk to that boy, tell him I love him before it is too late, he has depression and I wish he didn’t, I’d sell my soul to the devil for him to just live on. I have never met him face to face. I am gonna tell him where I live soon. I am gonna ask him to mail me a letter or something.
