I’m a registered s** offender and I am hurting so badly. I see no way out of my misery. I thought I had found a woman who knew all about my mistakes and could still love me. Boy was I wrong. Last night we were having consensual s** and I was starting to feel confident again until she whispered in my ear, “I could call the police and say you are r***** me right now and they’d believe me.” I pulled out and curled up into a ball, my whole body shaking in fear. Then she gets mad for me not finishing and she kicks me so hard in my testicles and a*** area. I never want to open up to any woman again because before I get involved in a relationship with any woman, I have to have a meeting with her and my probation officer and explain in detail what I have done and she has to sign a paper acknowledging it. I feel so humiliated and like a piece of trash. My heart breaks.
Everyone abuses me. I have had my SUV and home vandalized, someone poisoned to death my five month old Lab puppy, I always have things thrown at me and just about everyone treats me rudely. I’m not allowed to do my career, I can barely hold onto a job. I’m not allowed to do anything with my two kids (ages 6 and 10). I can’t go to the father-daughter dance, can’t teach my son baseball. My ex won’t even let me see them. I just hope they know how much I love them. But I may never see them again. And this life will follow me everywhere because I will always have to register.
Sometimes I wish I was never born. How can I rebuild my life at 37 when no one trusts me? How can I rebuild it when everyone treats me like I’m a piece of garbage? Believe it or not, I want to apologize to the one I’ve harmed. I just wish people could use some of the energy they use to hate me and humiliate me into loving me. My mom has completely rejected me and thst hurts more than anything.
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#KILLYOURLOCALSEXOFFENDER
That’s kinda mean. I mean just sayin, rape is equal to death?
Should’ve thought it through before you did what you did to end up as a sex offender. Stop whining. You get what’s coming to you. Accept the responsibility of your actions, and move forward.
How can I move forward if everyone is holding me back by reminding me how horrible of a person I am?
That’s what happens when you become a criminal. What exactly did you even do?
I raped someone who was 17. I pushed her by accident and she fell down a flight of stairs after the rape and got severely injured. I honestly didn’t mean for her to have that fall. I tried to grab her hands to prevent it but our hands were sweaty and they slipped through mine. I really hated that she got hurt so badly. But no one believed me. Who really cares anymore? No one believes the truth. I will be forever sorry I raped her but I honestly didn’t intentionally push her.
Yeah…don’t expect anyone to not want to give you a good ass-whoopin’. Best advice I can give ya: fake your death, change your identity, move somewhere else, keep shit to yourself, and don’t rape anyone…again. I don’t believe everyone deserves a second chance, but I do believe everyone has a choice; you made yours, so now you have to live with the consequences. Either keep letting those stones be thrown at you, or find a way to have them be thrown in a different direction. You could always op for ending it all if you bit off more than you can chew…your choice.
This man clearly accepted what he did was wrong and he already lives with the guilt. Justice has already been served and people around him should not be trying to do so. I mean poisoning a god damn puppy? That’s just fucking pathetic.
I bet you’re a nigger which makes it obvious. I’ve seen it all on the news. It’s always the niggers killing and raping others including their own kind.
I’m white.
You should be like a nigger and hang yourself from a tree. A little empathy goes a long way.
Nigger, nigger, bitch, nigger, nigger.
Nigger, fried chicken, nigger, watermelon, nigger.
Bitch, nigger, nigger.
White women. Titties. Ass.
…what?
Move to another country and start a new life.
You obviously regret what you did in the past, which is an essential step. I know you might not want to hear this, but counseling might help. If you are religious, pray. I’ll be praying for you. I honestly hope that people will forgive you. You can regain your life!!