So, I had a girlfriend for a while, and we were all kinds of in love, she said she would never leave me, and vice versa, etc (a bunch of kiddie stuff, i know) anyway, she left me for her ex, who left her two years ago. after all the things she said about how she hated him, and was afraid of him, she went back to him. im not really mad at her. im just mad at him. truthfully, almost every night, it seems, i imagine doing something horrible to him, and it just keeps getting worse. i know i should forgive him, but the urge to kill him always surmises.