I was s******* assaulted on a mission trip to Somalia. It was terrible, and I was tortured for an entire night. Eight hours. I have permanent damage and will not be able to have kids; since he was an adored public figure, our church group went to his home to pray for the starving children there. I had to hold his hand for 6 minutes… through the entire prayer, I actually prayed for this man to find forgiveness; I prayed that god find mercy on his soul. I have suffered from depression during the past month, and I have tried to kill myself in multiple instances. I’m scared to go to a therapist because I don’t feel comfortable talking about it. To this day, I still pray for him every night, and that he can find it in his heart to change.
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Whoever you are, you will be able to bear children. You will find happiness. I hope that God will answer your prayers. The experience you felt was done by the work of the devil. But you shouldn’t fear. You are perfect for who you are, even with or without a child. 🙂 God will help you regain your footsteps to life. God bless.
Truer words have never been spoken.
Go to the theapist, God tells us to confess to Him , and to others .why? Because He knows its healthy for the soul. It really helps to release the pressure , the guilt, the shame ! Holding it in isn’t helping huh?
Do you fear God? Love Him? Then keep his commands!
Read James 5:16 the confession is not just for sin,but for all your hurting!!!! And then you will realize
The people you speak to do care and will support you in every way!!!!!! Seek Him first , and follow his way.
Love you ,because he first loves me!
Yo you ever heard of a taser
Not everyone carries a fucking taser around and she probably thought they were friends