• 7 months ago
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I’ve had so many fucking issues, I can’t even think properly anymore. I’ve been bullied by strangers, friends, family, and now I’m in constant doubt of people around me. I go to a therapist, but it isn’t helping at all. I think I have a personality disorder, but I don’t even know what I am anymore. I can’t discern how I feel about my gender, because I’m always uncomfortable. I just want to curl up and wither, pop out of existence, and just leave this world, but I can’t because my mother still needs me, and I feel tied to this fucking earth.

My mother is my main abuser, but she suffers from BPD so I really can’t blame her. She calls me names, screams and shouts at me, and when it gets really bad she hits me, or throws something at me.

I don’t know what to do, and I feel powerless. My life is my pain.

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  • Hi sweety, I’m sorry to hear what you are going through. I’m in my late 20s and share similar experiences to yours. I think, I hope, deep down, that we all still have hope of good futures and finding our soulmates. If you want to talk, I’m here. Wishing you peace. ❤

    Anonymous June 14, 2018 8:19 pm Reply

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