What happened to me made me attempt suicide. I lost my child to suicide and then my husband was out partying while I was recovering, found a girlfriend in the same career and city as me, and embarrassed me to the point In the community of that field that I tried again, especially because he denied support and I was literally starving while he started our life dreams with her and lavished attention on her while I grieve alone. I got a lot of money in the divorce but it will never make things ok, and I hope he killed him self someday when he sobers up and maybe grows a conscience. It’s my deepest wish.
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Are you OK now?
Don’t worry about him. Your child, grieving, and counseling should be your focus. Pray to God for comfort. He will comfort you & bring you through this storm. Focus on your own life & your mental & emotional well being. When it comes to judgment leave that to God. Find forgiveness in your heart for everyone including yourself, trust God knowing that He makes no mistakes, pick yourself up & dust yourself off so that you can enjoy a loving -healthy relationship with someone else. You won’t be able to do this until you stop living in the past & focus on your future. STOP GIVING THAT MAN THE TIME OF DAY. He doesn’t deserve you and he doesn’t deserve any space in your head.
Don’t look for your husband to comfort you & bring you through this horrible time. Look to God. He can make a way out of no way if you believe.