I want some real advice on here…many comments. I need feedback because I’m depressed. I was taken or I should say ripped from my family and home 3 times by CPS when I was a little child (10-12). It wasn’t for a good reason- failure to attend school. I was scared to even go outside of my house to play a lot of the time because I was scared I would be snatched by psychologically abusing CPS workers. I thought I had gotten over it but lately, the emotional pain and trauma are hitting me all over again (I’m in my late 20s). I’m afraid to have children because I don’t want to lose them and have them have to go through the trauma I did (of being removed). I don’t even want a husband or boyfriend. It is difficult for me to form meaningful relationships. I feel like I’m no good because of this and that I’m not worthy of love. Please guide me, in any advice you can, how to forget about this. I think about this every day and I don’t want those experiences to ruin my life. Please help.
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I only can tell u about my life. My parents didn’t remove me from home. But I got teached to work. Not to feel, and every time I say something against there meaning, I got slapped. So I try to play a happy child and do what my parents told me to do. So now I’m in my late 20s, got 2 kids and see what it is to try to be a nice parent. I got very lucky to find a girl who understands me and help my out of this kind of thinking. I would have beat my kids too, cause I only learnt that way. So my only advice is, try to be yourself, stay to yourself and your feelings, if u have luck u find someone who help u because he likes u the way who are. I know it’s sometimes hard but it works 😉
Stay tough
Get into a good church, pray, and read the Bible.
Really? That should help?