When I was like… 9 to about 14 I was seriously perverted. Horribly. I tried to have s** with a dog, fondled a little boy, and dreamt of having s** with my brother. I can’t forget these memories and I want to die so badly. I keep thinking I’m a p******** even though I don’t want to have s** with minors. Or animals. I’m so suicidal. I feel like I deserve to die but I’m too scared to try to kill myself. I wish I could trust a therapist with this information, but if it makes ME sick to my stomach to think about it, I can’t imagine what a therapist would do. Let alone say to me. I deserve to die. Because I was a kid does it make it okay? Do all kids think of things like this? Do all kids do nasty s*** like this? I don’t think so. The only hope I have is to forget. And I can never tell my friends, because they’d leave me. I would leave me. I’m so nasty.
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What was it like fondling the boy? How old was he?
Kids all think of it, I mean I used to dream of kissing of my sister when I was young, and I actually did it
I think some kids are a bit fucked when they’re younger. Pretty sure my sister molested me when I was 8 and she was 13, so both minors. She isn’t into kids, and I don’t really feel like telling anyone since I can never tell if those memories are real or not. They seem too vivid not to be.
I considered myself very sick as well from 12 to 14 I did everything I could to have sex with my stepmother, I tortured that woman walking around hard leaving doors open naked I tried to have sex with anything that would sit still for me including men… I really wish we could contact each other…immageneinthebottle…at yhoo
Why did you try to fuck a dog, that’s gross.