You sat there and took so much abuse because you wanted to spare my feeling Siren, but why didn’t you tell me before I did so much damage? You wont give me a seond chance but id give you 100. That’s the part that’s destroying me. This is like the saddest f****** angst fic except I’m the f****** main character. What the actual f***….I hate everything and everyone. My life is a cruel joke and the punchline is my f****** soul. I will never love again. I can’t believe how close my dreams came to coming true, that’s the part tha’s never gonna stop being a festering, open wound on my heart. Everything is completly fucked. There isn’t enough drugs chocolate and video games on Earth to make this farce ok even if I lived another 30 years.
If you won’t give me a second chance, ill maKe sure everyone knows the truth now, they will know why. You will be chased away by an angry mob if you come anywhere near my funeral, for being so heartless. You must have no soul. You pushed me off this cliff, and everyon will know it. I will make sure that you will be remembered for this. We could’ve been happy if you just let me try for real. It was easier to live when I thought I was just delusional and obsessed. Now that I know we had a real connection, I’m so f****** angry at both of us. What’s the point in my growing if it doesnt matter to you? if I can’t be with you in this life, I’m fast forwarding to the next. F*** you. I don’t know what you expected but you might as well have signed my death warrant yourself you heartless witch.
This is supposed to end like The Notebook, not Romeo and Juliet, why can’t you just see that? I won’t be anyone else’s angel, only yours. You won’t make me live with it, I am going to make you live with it. I will haunt you at 3 am, every night until the day you die. This is all on you, all you have to do is just change your mind.
