• 4 years ago
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We are a perfect couple in charitable christian ministry with great kids and a happy home.

That’s the lie. The truth? He drinks, had us watching p***, I was hurt by that. He stays out until 3am to drink, has lost glasses, ruined phones with spilled beer. He yells and gets angry and stays shut in our/his room for entire days while I do the home stuff. He blames me for it all; if my attitude was better, he would love me more.
I’ve thrown coffee in his face. He’s kicked the mattress next to my head after having shoved a pillow over my face and busted my lip.
We are ruining our lives and I’m afraid ruining our kids lives. I’ve been getting therapy, he’s ignored it.
Now I waver between depression, pretending, and suicidal thoughts.

He used to counsel people in these kind of things. A pastor.

What the heck is wrong? I stay, why?

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