Please help me, someone. I don’t know what to do. I’m scared. I feel like committing suicide, but I don’t want to.
A year ago, when I was 16, I injured my v***** during m***********. I inserted something in there that shouldn’t have been. I started bleeding heavily.
I had to see a doctor and have him clean me up. I was afraid to tell how it happened so I lied to him and told him my stepfather raped me. I did it all to get back at my mom because she didn’t seem to care when my real dad committed suicide when I was 10.
My stepfather has been in jail almost a year now. It’s not fair to him or my mom, who misses him so much. He was her soulmate, not my father. My 4 year old little half brother misses his dad, too.
I’m ready to tell the truth…in a suicide note. I don’t see any other way for me. I’d be so humiliated. My family hates me, especially my mom. I just want someone to wrap me in their arms and tell me everything will be okay.
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The truth will set you free. I suggest you tell a teacher or counselor at school. A female one. You don’t really want to end your life. You just want to end the pain you are feeling. It all will pass. It may take time but it will pass. You need to come clean. Suicide is a permanent solution for a short term problem. If you must hurt yourself, cut your arms, but don’t kill yourself. If you can’t talk to anyone face to face, write a letter and send it.
Thats a toughie mate. Tbh i dont have abything against suicide. Its your choice yknow? But things may not be so bad either if you tell them what happened. Your family may not forgive you but they already hate you right? If you can, just leave em behind, start over fresh. Do what you can to eliviate the stress so you can figure out whats worth it and whats not.
Its worth noting that you cant really go to jail for this as far as i know. You can be sued, but whose gonna sue a 16-17 yr old girl who’s part of their family? Itd be pointless.
make a plan to protect yourself if the worst case scenario happens. Where youre gonna live, how youre gonna support yourself, how youre gonna get yourself out of this. Your bridges are probably burned with your family, but yknow. Is what it is. Happens all the time.
Get some counseling on what to do (be sure they dont have some legal obligation to report you), find a way to cope emotionally.