I act like it’s not a big deal but I’m so jealous and hurt right now. You’re the first person I ever thought of as a friend but now I feel like the biggest sucker in the world. I thought you trusted me. Why are you turning to them when you need someone and not me?
Why did I start buying into the idea I was important to you when you don’t think I’m worth relying on? I feel like an idiot for taking a chance and believing in you.
