i keep acting happy and s*** but i’m really not
i get hit with random waves of sadness every now and then and it doesn’t make any f****** sense; i think i’m being a sooky la la because s*** doesn’t add up!! F***!!
and i can’t tell anyone because i can’t even say why i’m sad i’m just f****** sad guys trust me it’s not that my parents think i’m a failure in freshmen year and that the only “certified” therapist i have (the f****** guidance counselor) tells me that it’s shittin’ hormones that’s making me suicidal haha f****** christ there’s so much s*** that makes me sad. they’re all small problems at the end of the day, i don’t matter. i’ll just say i’m fanfuckingtastic even when i haven’t been for a long, long time
