I cut myself for the first time in almost 10yrs. I did it because I’m insecure to the point that yesterday I slogged through work thinking “dead people don’t care if their tits aren’t big enough”. How insane is that? Now I’m trying to figure out how to explain it when my PERFECT boyfriend sees, I’m going to lie to him for the first time if he asks about it. The cat? I shaved my legs too enthusiastically?? He’ll think he’s done something to make me feel insecure if he knows, he’s too good for me. And the worst part, I actually feel BETTER after having done it. SIGNIFICANTLY better. Wtf. I just can’t handle how it would make him feel. He deserves better.
