I love my gf a lot she means a lot to me but I feel guilty and like a horrible person. I keep having this feeling of wanting to cheat and I sadly do. I really wanna change but idk how idk why im like this Idk if its cuz I’ve been cheated on many times in the past or idk if its something that messed me up in the past she’s literally so loyal to me and I try my hardest to be loyal too but I end up messing up. pls give me advice
