I feel guilty that I cant bring myself to cry over the thought of us. I put in so much but at most I feel my eyes swell and my muscles ache. But I cannot cry.
Despite all that occurred between us. All the pain we caused each other. You deserve some of my tears.
I don’t know if I am over you. I don’t know if we will ever see each other again. But I feel that you still deserve this. So you know how much you actually meant to me. maybe you’ll understand how much you hurt me too.