I got really drunk and did inappropriate things with a dog. I have a wife and a two month old son. I immediately regret it. I don’t even know why I did it. When I was drunk it’s like my drunkenness took me over and I was doing things I never thought I’d do. I feel so much guilt I want to die. I immediately washed myself several times with bactine, rubbing alcohol, a shower, and I still feel so dirty. I feel like I can’t touch my wife again or ill pass my filth onto her. I can’t let anyone know about this and I’m so scared I will never live this down or be worthy of love or any good thing ever again. I can’t let anyone know about this. I’ve prayed I’ve repented but I can’t shake the feeling of what I’ve done. I feel so terrible and I feel like I can never be clean again.
