I’ve had s** with more than 20+ men. I know it’s wrong but the wild secret fetish kept me curious. After doing it I felt bad. I know what I have done is wrong and a major sin. I don’t want to keep sinning and living a lie. I don’t want to open up about it because deep down I feel better when I’m living a holy life it’s just a struggle to remove past thoughts from my mind. I have two children now and a soon to be wife. I can’t continue to sin.
