I’m disappointed by myself the way I turned out, the way I hate everyone it affects me so much, I wanted to end my life 2 years ago till now, can’t live this life anymore I don’t want to be an embarrassment to everyone and be a s***** child everyone cared for maybe I’m just not patient the things i wanted to do back then I’m trying to be a good child but I can’t, it’s so hard not anyone understanding what I’m thinking, or what I want to do. the thing is, my mind is set that when there is a problem I’d think of death immediately as a solution to solve it
