I cheated on my wife with a woman way out of my league. She was in a relationship with a douchebag who treated her like crap so she was lonely and kinda desperate for love. I used that to my advantage because I’m ugly and I know it. I’m 42, ugly, boring, insecure about my small p**** and balls, I can’t last in bed for more than 2 minutes, and I have feminine tendencies. She’s 35, beautiful, smart, witty, s*** as hell, charismatic, kind, caring, and she really did love me. I have no idea why, but she did. I’m a nutless b**** who couldn’t leave my wife, so I lied to her about it. I told her I did leave. I made all kinds of promises to her about a future together and she believed me. Her boyfriend found out about me and rained hell down on her. She was ready to leave him and be with me, but I’m a liar, so that can’t happen. I gave her every lie in the book. We kept talking under the radar, and I kept lying and making empty promises. I broke her. She lost all faith and trust in me and went looking for proof that I was lying to her. She found it. She hasn’t spoken to me since. My life is so lonely now. I think about her every day and live in regret. I hate that I hurt her. She was so special. That once in a lifetime girl. And she truly did love and care for me. My wife doesn’t. No one does. And I deserve it because I’m a p************. I should just kill myself so my daughter can have my life insurance money.
