Aha guess what??? Coincidentally after I shared a message on here regarding small animals- a family member asked if I could watch her dog while she’s away. It’s small, like some overgrown rat. I have no clue what sort it is, honestly I don’t care. I accepted the offer right away and now I’m stuck here with this small thing. It’s deaf, doesn’t audibly react to anything unless it hurts, and I absolutely love observing it’s reactions. I’m aware that I previously mentioned how I wish to leave this sort of stuff behind but this was such a perfect opportunity. A shame I cannot do what I truly wish, because I must return it to my family member. But this is quite similar to the incident with the guinea pigs, this dog just irritates me. The way it moves, the smell, the fur and it’s big f****** eyes, it drives me mad. It’s so irritating and weak I just wanna crush it with a brick or something. I’ve been thinking all day about what I’m even supposed to do with it, I can’t leave it with anything permanent or serious which s****. Honestly just wanna rip my hair out. But I have discovered that it’s quite sensitive around it’s eyes, simply bumping near them makes it whimper. I guess that’s just what I’ll do with it. Don’t know why I’m even sharing this here, I guess it’s because I can’t really talk about this anywhere else. A lot easier when people don’t know who you are I guess. Have a good day guys
