• 1 week ago

I was struggling so bad after i gave birth to my 3rd child. I didn’t have a helper and i was working full time while juggling kids and house chores. On top of that, one of my kid had a learning disability. My sister and her husband always felt that they could have done a better job than me and often made fun of me that all my struggles were just excuses to trouble my parents. She even thought that all my suicidal thoughts and postnatal blues were dramatic. They have been trying for a child for sometime now and a part of me wishes that they will never breed. Am i an asshole?