I dont know if I love my fiance and son. I’m constantly irritated with my fiance, my son is wild and I dont know how to handle him anymore. I’ve been pushed into several mental breakdowns because nothing I’ve tried of advice that’s been given has worked with him.. im going insane. Fiance is no help with sons behavior either… I fantasize about faking my death to get out of this. So I don’t have to live with the shame ppl would give me for leaving. I just want to feel free again.
