I fell in love with a man but we ended up leaving each other, he got back with his toxic ex and ever since then the demons have been filling my heart with rage and misery. I’ve been breathing nothing but hate and death into this person’s soul and ended up ranting terrible things to our son about it, he hates me now of course and I would never blame him.. Demons are filling my mouth with toxic words and my mind when I think of either of them is filled with anger and resentment… I’ve even seen my own demon in a dream recently, when I think about it now I’m terrified, and I’ve found myself praying quite a bit recently as well.. I’m desperate to be cleansed of these emotions I feel, I’m surrounded in this negative energy I emit, I’ve been trying my best to find the resolve, to confess this all to my ex and repent, but I fear when the time comes that I am to speak, I’ll lack the courage and the words..
