Guilt once again after cheating. i always feel terrible after cheating on my wife with another married man but there i am every week meeting him for s**. i would never admit to anyone but its almost as if i am rediscovering s** with him and the sneaking around is addicting. i let him c** in me almost every time. yes i risk STD’s and everything in my life but i cant stop. we had s** on a picnic table as someone in a car watched us then i went to work with his c** dripping out of me. i know if i am caught i could lose my marriage and even my job but that has not stopped me. us guys can be f****** idiots. saturday after his wife left for work and mine was at work i went to his apartment and gave him a b******* underneath his covers while he was in bed. i am not sure how long i can continue this affair but i am enjoying it and i wish the guilt after was enough for me to stop but its not
