For the past few weeks my grandmother has been living with myself, my mom (her daughter), my dad and my aunt. We only have 3 rooms so I made sure she got my bed cause she can get out of it easier. Because my mom works everyday and my aunt and dad are both over 50 they can’t really physically help my grandmother with a lot of things so I’ve basically taken on the role of her caretaker. Now I love my grandma and don’t want to lose her cause she’s my last grandparent alive and my grandpa (her husband) passed in April due to covid. Having said this, I miss being able to go out and really want to find a job but can’t. I’ve not been getting much sleep because I’ve been sleeping on the couch for the past few weeks that she has been here, but at times it’s annoying because my family likes to stay up late and watch tv together. I hate myself for getting annoyed about taking care of my grandma but I don’t want to say anything because I truly love her and don’t at all want to hurt her OR my mom because of my emotions. I just really wanted to get it off my chest somewhere.
