I’ve been an asshole for the past few months. I’ve been trying to deny it and tell myself “I’m doing the best I can” but I’ve gotten lazy and apathetic. I have an amazing job for my age but I just haven’t gone to work. She threatened to fire me this time, but she’s already given me so many chances. Maybe it’s because of my depression, but I don’t want to use that as an excuse to be a piece of garbage person.
On the bright side, I’ve realized I’ve been awful and I’m taking steps to be a better person. Hopefully I can look back on this and learn from my dumbass mistakes.