I miss cigarettes so bad. I really miss the way my ex girlfriend always smelled like an ashtray. She smoked constantly back when we were in college. She’d say she “only” smoked two packs a day but really it was three. She was a few years older than me when we first hooked up my senior year in 2001. It blew my mind.
I smoked for 19 years and honestly I absolutely loved it. It was so hard to quit. But when I met my wife 5 years ago she wanted me to quit smoking – so I just started smoking in secret until last year when I finally was forced to quit.
