I never wanna help anyone ever again. Why? I’m tired of causing pain. Ever since I was a kid I always tried to help people and I didn’t care if these people used me. I was in 8th grade when it hit me, that I’m a terrible person; I met this one girl online and we became fast friends, we talked almost every day. It turns out, she was being s******* abused by her father and she got pregnant—with her father’s baby. She was terrified of getting an abortion, and my dumbass just replied with “I just don’t know what to say, I’m sorry.” I haven’t heard from her since. I believe that she killed her self.
After this, I met this one girl, let’s call her Kelly. I really don’t know why I “helped” her I think deep down I wanted to redeem myself, or maybe I felt something for her, I don’t know. She took advantage of me both mentally and physically.
It’s become clear to me, I’m a terrible person. I shouldn’t even be considered a person, I possibly caused a girl to kill herself and let another take advantage of me.
Well, what more can I say?
