I fell in love with a friend of mine who fell in love with me too, basically cheating on my boyfriend because we confessed to eachother and had lil dates n deep conversations together. I really miss him, I felt a connection I never had even with my bf, but to repair and the pain n guilt of being with my bf caused me to block n never speak to that friend ever again. I feel like he’s over me and everytime I think I forget bout him entirely and am happy in my relationship again, I have dreams I’m with that friend. I miss him so bad, I feel I messed up horribly. I still feel like I love my boyfriend too, but honestly I can’t tell anymore when I think about /him/ too..like I really regret it. It hurts.

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