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When I was about 12 I had two neighbor girls who lived across from me, whose parents and mine were good friends. I was allowed to go hang out there and play in their yard, and their next-door neighbor was a younger boy than me, but we all had a lot of fun together.
I had urges the whole time, I remember being unattended in their house one time, and peeked into a laundry room, opportunistically stealing the mom’s dirty p****** after giving them a sniff. Mind you, this was my first real chance to smell it and explore how hard it made me. Anyway I kept the p****** for wayy too long, I remember finding them in my teens lol.
I wish it was just that but the guilt comes from something far worse that I did. The neighbor girls were younger than me and I devised a “game” with them where it was sort of hide-and-seek, but acting like animals. When the girls would hide, they usually did so on all fours, and I could see their p****** under their dresses. I would sniff around like a dog and when I found them, I would nudge my face or lick whatever spot was exposed. The second time we played that game the older girl hid behind a couch in their garage, again, b*** sticking out so this time I deliberately licked her directly over her p****, to which she shrieked and laughed like it tickled. She hid again and I did it to her again. She even complained at one point that her p****** were wet and so I said she could take them off if she wanted. I’ll never forget my heart pounding, watching her slide them down and look for another pair in the basket. I will also never forget the guilt I have for getting away with it all. They moved eventually but never treated me differently. I don’t know what else to say. I feel like a cold manipulator who gets what they want through clever planning, often dubious and from a young age? I know I need help.

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