My soul has been tainted by guilt for 8 years. I was a young kid and i “massaged” my younger sister. There were 3 times i pulled down her pants and saw her b***. The first time i happened, i felt a wave of pleasure like none other followed by a wave of guilt for 3 days. It was then I decided that i needed to see the rest. The forth time, I gave up because i didn’t want to cause any long term to her. I didn’t see anything.
I hate myself for wanting to see for more for the first year but after that I was glad i didn’t go further.
I just hope she didnt get affected by it. I cant ask her about it or tell anyone. I want her to be okay but i couldnt risk my future getting destroyed.
