I touched my brother and sister when I was a child. They were only a few years younger and I was about 9 or 10. I dont know if they still remember but I hope they forgave me for that. My parents found out and my father gave me a beating. I lie constantly and still do, I feel terrible but dont know how to stop. I twist words. I left my ex girlfriend when I was 13 because I thought she was ugly. I lied to her about being someone else differently and catfished a hundred people. I got a b****** from a teen around my age at a park once when I was pretty younger. I came home drunk once and hungover. I asked my cousin for s** when we were 14. I broke up with my ex because she dated a black person. I’ve been becoming more racist lately. I hate my grandma and aunts. I lie a lot to my friends. I lied to a 21 year old and said I was 18. I messed with a lot of hearts. And most of all I hate myself and I’m sorry.
