I royally fucked up. Due to my mental illnesses, health and selfish human b*******, everything wrong with me, I neglected my dogs. As I’m typing this with a truly repentant heart, I’m a f****** bad person seriously, I deserve the smack down–I’m rectifying it right now and here. No more excuses, no more b*******, I don’t care if I feel like I’m dying every second, they don’t deserve this. At all. I take full responsibility for their current condition. The negligence has shown me that I’m truly a pos. I’ve never in my life let animals go hungry or in bad shape before, and I’m not doing this ever again. I bought puppy chow, I’m starting them on 6 small meals a day to get their weight back up, vitamins for dogs, and I’m cleaning everything up so they can have their best life. I’ve also taken steps so they can finally run the yard without escaping. I’m going to make their lives worthy of doggos. I’m so damn pissed at myself. I should f****** starve. I should sit in a kennel too long. Never again. Never f****** again. If I can’t do my duty, they need a home that will!
My confession is that I irresponsibly hurt two innocent lives that have the capacity to love without measure and I DO not deserve it.
They deserve the best.
Sincerely, a heavy heart.
