before my freshman year ended last year, i was forced to break up with this boy i really liked and we’d been dating for a little over a month. we both made a mistake and our parents don’t want either of us together. i got over him a month after school started, and i got a boyfriend. my boyfriend was really nice in the start and really loving, but now he rarely talks to me or pays attention to me. he told me he wouldn’t care if i left him or cheated on him. what’s worse? i think i still love my ex. i needed someone to emotionally attach myself to, and i emotionally attached myself to him. me and my ex are friends again now, and he has a girl he’s talking to. this girl is a complete upgrade from me by far, and tbh, i’m jealous. i want to have my ex back, but i have a boyfriend. i want to have him back, but he’s moved on. i can’t handle all this. and everything that makes it worse is that he talks about how much he cares about me? he’s more supportive than my boyfriend and i just want him back. i want my mickey back but i can’t and i can’t tell anyone.
