I’ve lied not only to my parents but everyone else (including my husband) saying I went to college, I did went for a semester but I couldn’t make it work and the next semester I would just walk around the campus, while I had no classes at all just going from a launch room to a restroom from 6 a.m. to sometimes 4 p.m. It provoked a horrible stage of depression, I lost almost all my hair and lost weight, and kept lying later saying I still studied but online for 3 years, and the guilt is eating me alive, I haven’t being able to sleep or live in peace because of that lie, because I know I am going to let my parents down when I tell them and I know I failed them like a daughter…what can I do? I have a daughter myself now…and I am a total mess and the only reason I am still alive is because I want to see my baby girl grown and be there for her…if anyone can give me advice…anything…even if it’s a slap on the face…
